6 months

So by these pictures I can't tell if I look any bigger. But two days ago I noticed that I definitely feel bigger. I was trying to reach to put the key in and start the car and it was very hard. I still have 16 weeks to go though. I love to feel the baby move. I try to picture what she looks like. For some reason I keep seeing dark hair and dark eyes. It's probably wishful thinking. She'll probably come out super blond like Kylee or an adorable red head. Jeremy's genes are too strong. Of course she'll be beautiful no matter what. It's hard to explain how I feel about this being my last pregnancy. I know without a doubt it's right and I look forward to no more diapers and having them all in school, etc. But at the same time it's kind of sad to know that this will be the last time I feel this. I won't have any excuses for how much I eat or how much I weigh! Oh well. Such is life. I love this stage in my life, seeing how much my kids learn everyday. I want to enjoy it as best I can. It is going by so dang fast. I keep thinking about my parents and how they are all alone now, but they were here once. And I sure to them it was not long ago. I do get excited when I think about being with Jeremy alone someday. (I don't know if he feels the same way!) Of course I also look forward to doing the things I love to do, all by myself. Even when the kids are gone you need time alone, right?


Well I don't know what got into me. Sorry about all that. I guess I have been thinking too much lately! Anyway, just to let you know, Kylee was o-k last Monday. It must have been something she ate. Then yesterday, the poor kid, she had to have two baby molars pulled. She did so good though. The shots were the worst part. It bled for about 4 hours, but then she ate a sandwich and jello and marshmallows. And she said she ate salad and carrots today at lunch. She 's a tough kid. We have to go back on the 12th to get space maintainers. She had to do this once before, so it will be easy.


Sorry if I bored you all, I guess I'll go make (or heat leftovers) for dinner now. Jeremy had to take his Uncles and his horses to get their shoes redone, so he won't be home till late. He can make his own dinner (he,he)